Post by Israfel Deu Ausgard on Aug 15, 2008 17:00:02 GMT -8
Ooc:: So, this post is kind of like a log of what's been going on from Israfel's view. It'll set the tone for the Order, but anyone is welcome to join if they wish.
I'm sitting here in a daze. I've no idea why I'm here or even how I got here with the exception of what everyone has told me. But even so, how much of it can I believe? I hardly know anyone and what they say...I don't know if I can trust them. After all, all that I do know is that I was fighting against them. I can't seem for form memories of what has happened. The last thing I can remember was Laties helping me to tend to my wounds in the sick bay after having challenged Aden. That fool...his big heart was going to get him in trouble with the King, that I remember. But what happened after that? Why can't I remember anything from then?
My head aches terribly and sometimes my vision deceives me. I see things every once in awhile. A battle, blood, Lord Osirus...A voice sometimes accompanies these pictures. The voice is dark and heavy; its difficult to breathe when these words go through my head. I asked the white haired woman what it meant, and what she said to me didn't make sense and still doesn't. She becomes sad and ashamed, telling me she wasn't able to completely remove it all. Remove what? What happened to me? Why do I keep getting commands from this heavy voice? The woman, Prophet Bassette, is part of the Order of Lumen, I know that. Why am I with the Order? Why were they tending to wounds of mine when I awoke? Was I not sent out to destroy the Order?
Things are so confusing for me right now. Where are Laties and Lourette? Why am I with the Order? And why...every time I attempt to leave this place...I just keep getting called back? Is there something I fear from going back home? What is it? What happened to make me lose time?
I am under heavy surveillance day and night. I have no privacy in what I do and every night, I'm locked up. But during the heat of the desert day, the Prophet allows for me to wander what little this pathetic oasis has to offer. What happened to their village? Why are they roaming? When I had awakened, I had found myself in a wagon, chained to the wooden planks, carefully guarded. But my armor was missing, my chains taken from me and the Prophet at my side. Even despite her immense sadness, though, she managed to care for me despite the hatred and spite the others around here give me.
I understand that I am a knight of Osirus...but I can't seem to bring it within myself to return to the kingdom. I want to find Laties, I need someone to fill in what I'm missing; I need to do something--
"How long are you going to sit out here on that rock? Are you trying to roast yourself?" Dulcimer called down to the green haired Sergeant. From the man's cruel look, Dulcimer could only smirk in distaste. The fool didn't know a thing about the desert and here he was, sitting down there in his tunic and pants, in direct sunlight.
"Lady Bassette didn't save your scrawny ass for you to char it. Besides, she actually thinks a monster like you deserves food. Albeit, I think you deserve less than what our pigs it, but I won't be the one to disappoint her," Dulcimer sighed. He stood there, above the Sergeant sitting below in the outcropping of rocks. The stupid guy was sitting in the middle of the tall wall of rocks, the hot sand reflecting the sun back into the sky. Even though it was fall now, the desert heat never relented. The Sergeant glared at Dulcimer for a moment longer, then went back to scribbling on the piece of parchment in his lap. Dulcimer growled. The Sergeant Israfel was a stubborn and rude fellow. Dulcimer hated seeing him walk around free. He did not think he deserved to be walking with no restrictions. But Bassette had clearly told those around her to allow him room.
Then again, it was probably a good thing. Dulcimer didn't exactly trust the Sergeant to not attack anyone if provoked. Crossing his arms over his chest, Dulcimer cast his eyes to the horizon. Ever since the battle in Amblethorn, the Order and the survivors of that sanctuary were forced to move. The moving was difficult; with several hundred people to guard constantly and very little supplies, keeping the people safe and fed was a massive chore. The wagons they used to travel were crumbling and the animals were quickly dying off. Granted, they had found a small oasis here, but it wouldn't support them for more than a week. The small watering hole was but a puddle compared to the massive water well they had in Amblethorn. Dulcimer felt a pain in his heart when he thought of his lost desert home. At least there, they had been safe from Osirus' laws and restrictions, not to mention bandits and theives. There, Bassette could deal with her ailments gracefully. But moving the immobile and sick Prophet was difficult.
But with Aden missing since the fight, someone had to take over. And even in her time of woe and despair, she still tried to control the nomadic people. They listened to her, believed in her and so Dulcimer believed she was the only one who could give the people hope of finding a new home. But she mourned. She mourned terribly. Baphomet was dead, Aden was missing, Azazeal was still missing, Amblethorn was destroyed, the assassin Draken had returned to the royal family, and a new evil was growing. Her fate was truly a sad one. Often, she cried for her sisters and brothers. Often, she worried for Aden and those of the Order. Often, she had to console those who mourned for the dead and lost in the battle, while not being able to be consoled for herself.
The desert was painful to look at with his heart this heavy. The rolling golden sand hills provided no rest, no reprieve from the scorching sun. And while moving towards the Saynt plains would've provided more food, water and shelter; the closer they got to Du Aurella, the more soldiers looking out for them were. With Queen Marcelle as the new ruling head, the laws became more unbearable, the rules twice as cruel and unrealistic. Dulcimer, or Adrian, hadn't been able to visit his ailing father and mother since the battle took place. It would've been foolish to do so, even with his skills as a spy.
Rolling up the parchment in which he had been writing on, Israfel stood up. His long green hair fell over his shoulders as he turned to look up at Dulcimer standing above him. The man, though looking like a brainless idiot, was actually more stronger than Israfel had once thought. He was Bassette's right hand man for the moment being and he carried himself that was as well. His sky blue tunic was hot against his skin as well as the gray trousers around his legs. How long had he been out here thinking and writing? With a simple leap, he landed next to Dulcimer, both staring at each other coldly now. It was Dulcimer who made it a point every night to chain him up like a wild animal. The Sergeant glared at him for a moment longer, then closed his eyes.
"Food, huh? I guess I shall eat..." Israfel muttered, beginning to walk back to where the caravan was located.
Dulcimer growled as the arrogant Sergeant moved past him. Turning, he walked behind the Sergeant, his hands fisted.
"You'd better feel lucky that Bassette even considers to let you eat, you demon..." Dulcimer growled.
Israfel chuckled, folding his arms over his chest as he walked.
"Demon am I? Tch, I've heard it before, over and over again. You think your petty insults mean anything to me? Come now, Order slave, I would've expected better manners from your kind..." Israfel said, a coy smirk on his face. He could hear Dulcimer growl behind him, but he ignored it as he walked up to the caravan. Covered almost entirely by a canopy of broad leafed trees was the small oasis. The entire oasis was no bigger than a small sized manor. Of the ten or so wagons, only six of them could fit under the tree cover. The watering hole itself was little more than a large puddle. The rocks and grasses that surrounded it had been cleared away so people could drink from the blue waters. However, the stench of rotting fruit was prominent here. So late in the summer, what fruit hadn't been eaten by the wild life had fallen off to rot before the oncoming of winter. The wagons were spaced evenly apart to create small walkways into the caravan. A few tents lay next to the wagons while sleeping mats littered the area next to burn piles.
Walking into the caravan under the shady canopy, Israfel realized just how hot he actually was. But no matter how hot he was, he would've preferred to stay out in the sun. Walking into the caravan meant he would become the center of attention, the pinacle of hate for most of the people in here. All eyes turned to him as he and Dulcimer entered the caravan. All at once, Israfel could feel the burning hatred. For reasons unknown to him, he was spited by almost the entirity of this caravan. While Dulcimer had explained to him what he had done, Israfel didn't believe him. If he had laid waste to that village, he would've surely remembered that. But he didn't care, Bassette had told everyone Israfel was free to do as he pleased as long as it didn't cause anyone harm. The same rules had applied for everyone else. But instead of doing what he wanted, he walked in eggshells. He didn't have his armor, his chains, or his memories. There was no way he was going to attempt anything with this many people against him.
Dulcimer smirked at Israfel's discomfort. Here, Dulcimer had ultimate control. Coming up behind him, he grabbed Israfel's small shoulder and shoved him towards Bassette's wagon. Her wagon was one of the six. Walking towards it, Israfel looked at the weather torn canvas that protected the Prophet from the elements. Without waiting for Dulcimer's approval, Israfel jumped into the opening of the wagon. Dulcimer knew, had Azazeal been there, the Sergeant would have been beheaded right then and there. But he also knew that Bassette's wagon was the only place the green haired man was safe. Climbing in after, he settled on his knees at the entrance of the wagon.
"Welcome Israfel, Dulcimer." The sweet and soft docile tone of Bassette came from the elegant woman sitting in the wagon, her lower body covered by a white blanket. Her long snowy hair was pulled up and away from her neck to keep her cool, her purple eyes looking at them with kindness and sympathy. Israfel took a seat on a small box, crossing his arms over his chest, closing his eyes with a frown.
"Hmph, thanks. I'm starved..." Israfel muttered. Bassette smiled gently and nodded.
"Of course," she said. Looking to Dulcimer, he sighed angrily and backed out of the wagon to retrieve the food. For a long while, the two sat in the wagon in silence. Then Bassette smoothed out her blanket and looked to the green haired Sergeant.
"Israfel, I hope you are feeling better..." she said. Israfel opened his eyes to glance at her, snorted at her comment, then closed his eyes again.
"How long do you plan to keep me a prisoner here?" He asked.
"When do I get my armor and weapons back?"
Bassette looked at him, then giggled gently.
"Israfel, surely you do not think I'm actually keeping you prisoner? Do I not let you wander freely during the day? I know you're more than capable of escaping into the desert of your own free will..." She said, watching as he looked her incredulously. She smiled.
"However, I cannot give you back your armor and chains just yet. After all, you've no real need of them yet. We're currently not in danger and in the past two months you've been with us, you haven't tried to escape...not once." She looked at him. She could see an embarrassed blush forming on his face. Bassette looked upon him lightly, then down to her hands.
"What I hope...to happen is that you'll join us. You've got incredible power and potential. But I fear the dark voice that still calls to you and the desire to find the General Laties keep you from seeing the true light of Lumen." Without warning, Israfel suddenly stood, anger blaring in his face.
"You want me to become an Order slave!? I'm a Knight of Osirus, whether you like it or not and that's all I be! I am obliged to be in his service until I die! That's what's sworn to the knighthood! You'd best keep your mouth shut, woman! I'll never be part of your little family here," Israfel growled. He glared at Bassette, but she was unmoving, stiff and rigid in the face of his anger. She stared at him evenly, testing him. But as much as he wanted to harm her, he couldn't find it in himself. With a growl of anger, Israfel stormed from the wagon. A few moments later, Dulcimer returned, climbing in.
"A little angry was he?" He asked, handing Bassette a platter of food. Bassette sighed as Dulcimer sat next to her. She looked down sadly.
"I fear he still has too much anger inside him. But I do not think he'll return to Du Aurella. I think...he fears that place more than he let's on...for now, we shall let him figure out his own agenda..." She said lowly. Dulcimer shook his head slightly.
"Even in the after math of war, we face such hard times..."
I'm sitting here in a daze. I've no idea why I'm here or even how I got here with the exception of what everyone has told me. But even so, how much of it can I believe? I hardly know anyone and what they say...I don't know if I can trust them. After all, all that I do know is that I was fighting against them. I can't seem for form memories of what has happened. The last thing I can remember was Laties helping me to tend to my wounds in the sick bay after having challenged Aden. That fool...his big heart was going to get him in trouble with the King, that I remember. But what happened after that? Why can't I remember anything from then?
My head aches terribly and sometimes my vision deceives me. I see things every once in awhile. A battle, blood, Lord Osirus...A voice sometimes accompanies these pictures. The voice is dark and heavy; its difficult to breathe when these words go through my head. I asked the white haired woman what it meant, and what she said to me didn't make sense and still doesn't. She becomes sad and ashamed, telling me she wasn't able to completely remove it all. Remove what? What happened to me? Why do I keep getting commands from this heavy voice? The woman, Prophet Bassette, is part of the Order of Lumen, I know that. Why am I with the Order? Why were they tending to wounds of mine when I awoke? Was I not sent out to destroy the Order?
Things are so confusing for me right now. Where are Laties and Lourette? Why am I with the Order? And why...every time I attempt to leave this place...I just keep getting called back? Is there something I fear from going back home? What is it? What happened to make me lose time?
I am under heavy surveillance day and night. I have no privacy in what I do and every night, I'm locked up. But during the heat of the desert day, the Prophet allows for me to wander what little this pathetic oasis has to offer. What happened to their village? Why are they roaming? When I had awakened, I had found myself in a wagon, chained to the wooden planks, carefully guarded. But my armor was missing, my chains taken from me and the Prophet at my side. Even despite her immense sadness, though, she managed to care for me despite the hatred and spite the others around here give me.
I understand that I am a knight of Osirus...but I can't seem to bring it within myself to return to the kingdom. I want to find Laties, I need someone to fill in what I'm missing; I need to do something--
"How long are you going to sit out here on that rock? Are you trying to roast yourself?" Dulcimer called down to the green haired Sergeant. From the man's cruel look, Dulcimer could only smirk in distaste. The fool didn't know a thing about the desert and here he was, sitting down there in his tunic and pants, in direct sunlight.
"Lady Bassette didn't save your scrawny ass for you to char it. Besides, she actually thinks a monster like you deserves food. Albeit, I think you deserve less than what our pigs it, but I won't be the one to disappoint her," Dulcimer sighed. He stood there, above the Sergeant sitting below in the outcropping of rocks. The stupid guy was sitting in the middle of the tall wall of rocks, the hot sand reflecting the sun back into the sky. Even though it was fall now, the desert heat never relented. The Sergeant glared at Dulcimer for a moment longer, then went back to scribbling on the piece of parchment in his lap. Dulcimer growled. The Sergeant Israfel was a stubborn and rude fellow. Dulcimer hated seeing him walk around free. He did not think he deserved to be walking with no restrictions. But Bassette had clearly told those around her to allow him room.
Then again, it was probably a good thing. Dulcimer didn't exactly trust the Sergeant to not attack anyone if provoked. Crossing his arms over his chest, Dulcimer cast his eyes to the horizon. Ever since the battle in Amblethorn, the Order and the survivors of that sanctuary were forced to move. The moving was difficult; with several hundred people to guard constantly and very little supplies, keeping the people safe and fed was a massive chore. The wagons they used to travel were crumbling and the animals were quickly dying off. Granted, they had found a small oasis here, but it wouldn't support them for more than a week. The small watering hole was but a puddle compared to the massive water well they had in Amblethorn. Dulcimer felt a pain in his heart when he thought of his lost desert home. At least there, they had been safe from Osirus' laws and restrictions, not to mention bandits and theives. There, Bassette could deal with her ailments gracefully. But moving the immobile and sick Prophet was difficult.
But with Aden missing since the fight, someone had to take over. And even in her time of woe and despair, she still tried to control the nomadic people. They listened to her, believed in her and so Dulcimer believed she was the only one who could give the people hope of finding a new home. But she mourned. She mourned terribly. Baphomet was dead, Aden was missing, Azazeal was still missing, Amblethorn was destroyed, the assassin Draken had returned to the royal family, and a new evil was growing. Her fate was truly a sad one. Often, she cried for her sisters and brothers. Often, she worried for Aden and those of the Order. Often, she had to console those who mourned for the dead and lost in the battle, while not being able to be consoled for herself.
The desert was painful to look at with his heart this heavy. The rolling golden sand hills provided no rest, no reprieve from the scorching sun. And while moving towards the Saynt plains would've provided more food, water and shelter; the closer they got to Du Aurella, the more soldiers looking out for them were. With Queen Marcelle as the new ruling head, the laws became more unbearable, the rules twice as cruel and unrealistic. Dulcimer, or Adrian, hadn't been able to visit his ailing father and mother since the battle took place. It would've been foolish to do so, even with his skills as a spy.
Rolling up the parchment in which he had been writing on, Israfel stood up. His long green hair fell over his shoulders as he turned to look up at Dulcimer standing above him. The man, though looking like a brainless idiot, was actually more stronger than Israfel had once thought. He was Bassette's right hand man for the moment being and he carried himself that was as well. His sky blue tunic was hot against his skin as well as the gray trousers around his legs. How long had he been out here thinking and writing? With a simple leap, he landed next to Dulcimer, both staring at each other coldly now. It was Dulcimer who made it a point every night to chain him up like a wild animal. The Sergeant glared at him for a moment longer, then closed his eyes.
"Food, huh? I guess I shall eat..." Israfel muttered, beginning to walk back to where the caravan was located.
Dulcimer growled as the arrogant Sergeant moved past him. Turning, he walked behind the Sergeant, his hands fisted.
"You'd better feel lucky that Bassette even considers to let you eat, you demon..." Dulcimer growled.
Israfel chuckled, folding his arms over his chest as he walked.
"Demon am I? Tch, I've heard it before, over and over again. You think your petty insults mean anything to me? Come now, Order slave, I would've expected better manners from your kind..." Israfel said, a coy smirk on his face. He could hear Dulcimer growl behind him, but he ignored it as he walked up to the caravan. Covered almost entirely by a canopy of broad leafed trees was the small oasis. The entire oasis was no bigger than a small sized manor. Of the ten or so wagons, only six of them could fit under the tree cover. The watering hole itself was little more than a large puddle. The rocks and grasses that surrounded it had been cleared away so people could drink from the blue waters. However, the stench of rotting fruit was prominent here. So late in the summer, what fruit hadn't been eaten by the wild life had fallen off to rot before the oncoming of winter. The wagons were spaced evenly apart to create small walkways into the caravan. A few tents lay next to the wagons while sleeping mats littered the area next to burn piles.
Walking into the caravan under the shady canopy, Israfel realized just how hot he actually was. But no matter how hot he was, he would've preferred to stay out in the sun. Walking into the caravan meant he would become the center of attention, the pinacle of hate for most of the people in here. All eyes turned to him as he and Dulcimer entered the caravan. All at once, Israfel could feel the burning hatred. For reasons unknown to him, he was spited by almost the entirity of this caravan. While Dulcimer had explained to him what he had done, Israfel didn't believe him. If he had laid waste to that village, he would've surely remembered that. But he didn't care, Bassette had told everyone Israfel was free to do as he pleased as long as it didn't cause anyone harm. The same rules had applied for everyone else. But instead of doing what he wanted, he walked in eggshells. He didn't have his armor, his chains, or his memories. There was no way he was going to attempt anything with this many people against him.
Dulcimer smirked at Israfel's discomfort. Here, Dulcimer had ultimate control. Coming up behind him, he grabbed Israfel's small shoulder and shoved him towards Bassette's wagon. Her wagon was one of the six. Walking towards it, Israfel looked at the weather torn canvas that protected the Prophet from the elements. Without waiting for Dulcimer's approval, Israfel jumped into the opening of the wagon. Dulcimer knew, had Azazeal been there, the Sergeant would have been beheaded right then and there. But he also knew that Bassette's wagon was the only place the green haired man was safe. Climbing in after, he settled on his knees at the entrance of the wagon.
"Welcome Israfel, Dulcimer." The sweet and soft docile tone of Bassette came from the elegant woman sitting in the wagon, her lower body covered by a white blanket. Her long snowy hair was pulled up and away from her neck to keep her cool, her purple eyes looking at them with kindness and sympathy. Israfel took a seat on a small box, crossing his arms over his chest, closing his eyes with a frown.
"Hmph, thanks. I'm starved..." Israfel muttered. Bassette smiled gently and nodded.
"Of course," she said. Looking to Dulcimer, he sighed angrily and backed out of the wagon to retrieve the food. For a long while, the two sat in the wagon in silence. Then Bassette smoothed out her blanket and looked to the green haired Sergeant.
"Israfel, I hope you are feeling better..." she said. Israfel opened his eyes to glance at her, snorted at her comment, then closed his eyes again.
"How long do you plan to keep me a prisoner here?" He asked.
"When do I get my armor and weapons back?"
Bassette looked at him, then giggled gently.
"Israfel, surely you do not think I'm actually keeping you prisoner? Do I not let you wander freely during the day? I know you're more than capable of escaping into the desert of your own free will..." She said, watching as he looked her incredulously. She smiled.
"However, I cannot give you back your armor and chains just yet. After all, you've no real need of them yet. We're currently not in danger and in the past two months you've been with us, you haven't tried to escape...not once." She looked at him. She could see an embarrassed blush forming on his face. Bassette looked upon him lightly, then down to her hands.
"What I hope...to happen is that you'll join us. You've got incredible power and potential. But I fear the dark voice that still calls to you and the desire to find the General Laties keep you from seeing the true light of Lumen." Without warning, Israfel suddenly stood, anger blaring in his face.
"You want me to become an Order slave!? I'm a Knight of Osirus, whether you like it or not and that's all I be! I am obliged to be in his service until I die! That's what's sworn to the knighthood! You'd best keep your mouth shut, woman! I'll never be part of your little family here," Israfel growled. He glared at Bassette, but she was unmoving, stiff and rigid in the face of his anger. She stared at him evenly, testing him. But as much as he wanted to harm her, he couldn't find it in himself. With a growl of anger, Israfel stormed from the wagon. A few moments later, Dulcimer returned, climbing in.
"A little angry was he?" He asked, handing Bassette a platter of food. Bassette sighed as Dulcimer sat next to her. She looked down sadly.
"I fear he still has too much anger inside him. But I do not think he'll return to Du Aurella. I think...he fears that place more than he let's on...for now, we shall let him figure out his own agenda..." She said lowly. Dulcimer shook his head slightly.
"Even in the after math of war, we face such hard times..."